Its a Sunday and I should be out having fun! Unfortunately, thankz to Gandhi and his irritatingly huge superego, I'm sitting in front of the screen trying desperately to understand what made this man tick. Being naturally uncomfortable with the whole sex idea makes things worse. Especially when I have to analyze his sexual habits. HOW AND WHY???! Pose that question to the ever annoying, condescending, sanctimonious, chauvinistic Freud! Everyone is off at Sharanya's farewell and I'm stuck here! How annoying! Well, I'm not too bummed about it to be frank, I mean don't get me wrong, Sharanya has my best wishes and all, its just that I think it would be pretentious of me to go over there when I'm not too particularly keen on her. Anyways, work takes precedence here and I think it would be against my conscience to leave at this crucial point in time. I mean, if I can afford to go out, then I should be helping around more with the chores at home, shouldn't I (questions my superego) I guess my id kinda failed this little test! (Yayy, me!~ not too happy but all the same!)
Life's tough as a lot seems to need my attention. A lot seems to distract me too. I don't know why, maybe I woke up on the emo side of the bed (heez!) but I seem to be super reflective today... Seem to think a lot and feel a lot. I feel like I need to distract myself with work and actually stop thinking thoughts that only drive me further into this unlikely insanity.
The day's seemingly half gone but I don't seem to have an intense passion for something like I usually do. Burnout? Maybe. A little too soon but it is possible nonetheless. Nothing a good cuppa coffee can't fix. Damn! Promised myself no more than 3 cups today! And I've already filled that quota! Damn my super-ego! I'm pretty much ranting here... So bear with me.
Well, I'm gonna take a break. I think the assignment is screwing my head topsy-turvy! Bubbyez!
Life's tough as a lot seems to need my attention. A lot seems to distract me too. I don't know why, maybe I woke up on the emo side of the bed (heez!) but I seem to be super reflective today... Seem to think a lot and feel a lot. I feel like I need to distract myself with work and actually stop thinking thoughts that only drive me further into this unlikely insanity.
The day's seemingly half gone but I don't seem to have an intense passion for something like I usually do. Burnout? Maybe. A little too soon but it is possible nonetheless. Nothing a good cuppa coffee can't fix. Damn! Promised myself no more than 3 cups today! And I've already filled that quota! Damn my super-ego! I'm pretty much ranting here... So bear with me.
Well, I'm gonna take a break. I think the assignment is screwing my head topsy-turvy! Bubbyez!
