When I look up and our eyes meet,
A tiny smile, a wink, a twinkle in your eyes readily greets,
My cheeks blush as I nervously bite my lip,
The excitement within me I can't keep,
Your hand slides around mine,
Your eyes shine,
I feel warm, I feel love, I feel you,
Somehow I know its real, I know its true,
Your cheek grazes my palm,
Your embrace keeps me safe, it keeps me calm,
The tip of our noses brush,
In me I feel my heart rush,
I slide my head down and rest it against you,
And you slide your arms around me as you always do....
I feel safe, I feel loved, I feel secure,
It is you, I'm sure....
I open my eyes,
I hear my own cries,
The tip of my fingers caress my cold wet cheeks,
The heart plays such evil tricks,
I shiver in the cold,
With nothing but my pain to hold,
The ache doesn't go away,
My heart has lost the will to pray,
My lips quiver in sorrow,
My soul begs that there will be no tomorrow,
My eyes shut I think of nothing,
Nothing to live for, no joy life can bring....
You're gone,
Those eyes that once shone,
Like a beacon of hope,
Now that its gone, how do I survive, how do I cope,
The hands that gave me strength,
You made me dream in length,
My life was a dream,
For it always seemed,
That if you loved me, I could never go wrong,
Life seemed an eternity, I had so long,
To have all that and have it ripped from inside me,
You were blind to my tears and my plea,
My heart singed from the inside,
A pain so difficult to hide...
I shut my eyes and welcome darkness,
A life that seems void of joy or happiness,
I let the cold embrace me,
As emptiness is all I can be,
A shell,
A life of one destined for hell,
I kiss the night goodbye,
And one last time live my lie....
Hey, it'll get better, promise.
*hugs*
I know... :)