Thus begins a new semester... As much as I wish I could say that life was a merry stroll in the park, I can't exactly put it in those exact words. I sit in my room of 21 years and stare at its bright cheery green walls hoping that it would take me a couple of minutes to absorb its mood. I'm trying. Still trying. *Peek, is it working? *Aaauuummm.... Nope. Nothing. Ah well.
Utterly disappointed in myself for being so LAZY!! I can't believe I failed to keep my resolve! But hey, what else is new right? Stinky called me a tiresome exercise freak which I have to admit has kinda been the entire focus of my pitiful existence. But allow me to clarify and illustrate why I have been gym absorbed recently. Firstly, with Shyam akka's wedding coming up, I know for a fact that I need to lose more than a few pounds. Especially when my MOTHER is gonna be designing the saree blouse and everything, I KNOW for a fact that there will be MINIMAL fabric involved (something I detest!) and there's no effing way I'm gonna be dressed like that when I'm unsure of myself. Another point would be a more, well, vindictive one rather. SOMEBODY will be attending the wedding too. Or rather, I think so. And if SOMEBODY is, then I'm hoping that I look good enough to atleast show that I'm better off and I'm keeping well and fine without SOMEBODY'S presence! Two VERY strong motivating factors.
Adie is being a total dumper at this point. Not returning calls, not smsing, nothing. So I'm not gonna bother from now on. Its a little irksome (okay, I'm very irked...sheesh...so much for underplaying) as I feel sidelined. But more frustrating is that I feel she doesn't really care. Stinky is always tired these days as she has to accompany Ugly to and fro work and doing all this whilst juggling classes. Poor Stinky. Poor Ugly too as I think she's being exploited by her no good employers with her measly wage and ridiculous job scope. [Everybody go buy batik at 1World Hotel by the 21st, after that, DON"T EVEN GO NEAR THAT PLACE] I'm totally evil! I know! *wink!
I'm stressing out about leaving next year. My plans aren't as smooth sailing as I'd hoped they'd be. There are a few glitches I'm experiencing. Thankfully, one of them I've resolved today and I'm praying that all the folds are smoothened out soon. *Twitching nervously....
Right now, I'm feeling a little drained.... But seeing that semester has indeed started, I'm pretty sure that this will not be the last entry for an extended time... Or honestly, I'm hoping to god that I have more willpower than this! Pathetic!!
I finally finished the homework!!! Phew sleep time...
i am sorry dee for taking ade away from you girls, but nowadays she has not been actually been with both of u is because she is kinda stressed out with her 5 subs a sem time table. She has been studying everyday as i can see and trying very hard to make back for the loss, i am sure she still cares for u and jill and gee as her best friends, she always mention about you girls. She really does, maybe she just doesnt show it that much. *winks*
lol... teejay, ur sweet... don't worry so much... we like giving ade grief as much as we do to each other... all in the name of fun really... ade has been missing a lot but if she's busy with classes and stuff of course we understand... we know she cares for us and we always will care for her too... don't worry too much, if ade feels bad that we're bullying her, then we'll be nicer! take care!