Dee
College has been pretty fun lately... I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not wacked or anything... Its pretty stressful but when you work with friends and feel part of a group that you can connect with, work doesn't really feel like work. Working with the gang in Personality class has been truly amazing! I mean, the annoying part was that they made me group leader(and honestly, my leadership skills are so karat-ed ler! I mean its been sooo long since secondary school!) but I have to say that what makes this experience even more memorable and special is the fact that I got to work with Jill for the first time and Joanne and Gee Ling too! It was absolute fun! Plus, since its Joanne and Kaleena's last semester here, I felt really attached to them. I'm really going to miss them!!!

You guyz, wherever you go, my heart and best wishes go with you! Wish you all the best and we shall alwayz be friends!!!

Yesterday was super hectic to be frank. I rushed over to Jill's to make sure that we could finish as I was under the impression that we had to hand in the assignment in class (which I later learnt that we didn't, haiz...) But anyhow, we successfully managed to complete the assignment and hand it in that day!!!! Yayy US!!! I'm so proud of you guyz and it was really wonderful working with y'all! We get the extra 1%! Heeeee!! Of course after class I went over to Jill's as I desperately needed to fix the laptop~ virus attack! Haiz... No idea how this happened... I suppose its coz the McAfee expired and all the songs and movies from Ares took a toll! Sad me! So Jill fixed the whole thing and re-arranged my desktop (it now looks totally like hers~ I couldn't even recognize it! It didn't look like mine!) Thank you so very muchiez Jilly! Gee Ling was at her meeting at the time (HA! Konon finishing in one hour! Joker betul!)

The day pretty much ended that way. Of course we had fun in class too. I sat with Noelle and I think I weirded her out at how stupid and noisy Adie and I can be. Hee hee hee! But Noelle's totally cool though! Love her! We got caught by Dr. Anasu for trying to look at our palms' to see if we get a good looking guy... Hahaha! Not our fault ler, she's the one who started talking about Feng Shui and palmistry and we got caught up in the whole thing. Pretty funny stuff ler... She teased us in front of the whole class and best of all she created a whole palm frenzy as EVERYBODY started checking their palms out! Hahahaha! So FUNNY! Of course after class she came over and laughed about it with us ler! Totally cool! Another thing I remember is my dream. So completely weird. I dreamt that someone came to stay over at my place (which I have to add, NEVER WILL HAPPEN!) and this someone apologized and was all sorry and everything. So I readily forgave as I always do (a bit too fast! serves me right!) and well the person came closer and we kissed and stuff and I kept pushing him away coz I kept saying "No, this isn't right" (Out of body experience, which made this a whole lot more hilarious!) and when the person tugged the hem of my shirt, I SLAPPED HIM! OUCH! SERIOUSLY! I felt so bad that I began to cry and apologize profusely. Of course after the wave of shock (or pain, I couldn't tell. ITS MY DREAM!) washed over, he felt bad too and said it was okay and reassured me. He pulled me into an embrace. At this point I felt something that I should not and completely FREAKED OUT! I ran into my room slammed the door shut and began sobbing uncontrollably crying out, "I will marry you, really! I'll have your children (I suppose I was going to get married or something) but I can't do this now! Just give it to the sperm bank please! Just give it to the sperm bank!" While crying on the bed I heard and saw the door knob turn slowly and awoke with fright! Okay, I literally awoke with beads of sweat lined up across my forehead! :P Of course I emailed Jill what happened a little later in the morning ( I think at about 6 or so) as I had to finish our assignment. This is all the action from yesterday! Carryover effect to the max! FUNNY! HEEEEE! JEEZ ler! Of course I heard endless remarks like, I can't even makeout in a dream so forget about real life! Celibacy and abstinent jokes! :P WHATEVER people! When I am married! Then we'll see! =) Lurves!
Dee
I'll Stand By You- The Pretenders

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes,
Come on and come to me now,
Dont be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through,
cause Ive seen the dark side too,
When the night falls on you,
You dont know what to do,
Nothing you confess,
Could make me love you less,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you,

So if you,re mad, get mad,
Dont hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now,
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too,
Well I'm a lot like you,
When you're standing at the crossroads,
And don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along,
cause even if you're wrong,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you,
Take me in, into your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you,

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
Youre feeling all alone
You wont be on your own

Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you,
Take me in, into your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.

I may not say it all the time... I may not act it all the time... But always remember that I thank God everyday and every night for your presence. If you're sad, I'll never be happy. If you tear, I can never smile. Your laughter spells joy in me as you've made my life worth while... Loving you alwayz n alwayz...

My sweet sakaiz...
Dee
I'm super sorry! So much for a constant update as to what I do every other day... hee! Firstly, MONDAY! MONDAY WAS AWESOME!!!! hahahaa... after personality class fun, we stayed to watch and support Jill for her career guidance presentation and jilly, u rock!!! hahaha, my 'illegal' evaluation would have shown you that! (Adie, u owe me!) After the really cool career guidance class, ade, jill and I decided to go get a drink as gling had IO so we had to wait for her to be done before we can leave and plus I had to fetch my mom late that day... So heading into HP we thought of going to the mamak but instead ended up in San Fransisco... Its been SO long since I've been to San Fran, but it was totally worth it coz my large cappuccino cost like 5 bucks! Ade n Jill both had chocolate stuff (Yuck!) God, the time we had there... Of course, Ade and Jill teased the heck outta me of my apalling "knowledge"... It all started with my cappuccino. My poor, innocent, beautiful cappucino... With its lovely froth on top. And thats where the problem started. I used the stirrer as a sorta straw and started licking the froth around it. It got almost immediate reproach... Adie started imitating me (with extreme exaggeration!!) and started her seduction display. I DID NOT LOOK LIKE THAT! First it was my ice-cream, then my sausages, NOW MY COFFEE!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!

My poor coffee... Honestly, I had to idea that the way I eat was such a problem. I've been eating this way for the past 21 years and now I find out that the way I eat is SEXUAL. SEXUAL!!! ME?!!! HAHAHAHAH! Funniest thing I have ever heard! Of course what started out as normal "Dee Teasing" then escalated into a detailed description of how I would act on my first wedding night! SO MALUFYING! I'll tell you why~ there was this dude who was sitting a table away from us who seemed pretty absorbed in his book at first... But as Jill delved deeper and deeper into description, his attention waned and shifted towards us. He was listening so intently that I was really compelled to tell him to mind his own business. But of course, it was not his fault as the topic was so heated it was hard to ignore. Aiyoh, my maruah went down the drain... For my own sake, I shall not go into detail as to what Jill and Ade had said...

Gling joined us soon after that and as predicted, she was HUNGRY! (I mean, talk about suprises :P) Well, we had a vote and finally decided to stay at San Fran. Gling and Jill both had pasta while Ade n I had sandwiches... They looked good but didn't actually taste that good... Oh well, food is secondary, company primary. After dinner we spent a few minutes belting out to Backstreet Boys' Drowning. So funny! Unfortunately we were chased out... San Fran had to close... SAD... What an end to a beautiful day! It was super awesome! More fun days to come!!! yayy!!

PS. I lurve your magic 8 ball adie! u know y!!! it gave me WONDERFUL answers to my WONDERFUL questions! Jill whacked me for that :( But hope lives!
Dee
This is a birthday wish to my ever beautiful SUJIE! Sujie, we soooo love you!!!! I hope you have the best birthday ever! Really sorry we can't do anything today but we will though! HEEE! Have a beautiful day and wishing you the very best that life has to offer! MUAKZZ!


Birthday shout out to Prem too!!! Happy birthday!!! I'm soooo sorry I can't hang out with you today and I promise I will soon! I truly hope you have the best birthday ever!!! Get lotsa presents aitez! N try not too get tooooo drunk! Hehehee!!

Love ya both tons!! Have fun!!

Dee
The leaves rustle in the wind,
This heart has sinned,
My mind drifts off to you,
My dreams are a few,
Being with you was one of them,
From my heart this wish had stemmed,
Drifting off to you again.
As I sit gazing at the falling rain....

Your twinkling eyes,
When our eyes meet, my gaze shies,
Your bright smile,
That sends my heart racing a mile,
The warmth of your fingers,
Your touch on my skin lingers,
The brush of your arm,
Your words that forever kept me calm....

The rain brings me back to the present,
My memories are beautiful, sweet, pleasant,
You fill my days and nights,
Our laughs, silences and fights,
Are beautiful alike,
But alas! To have fate strike,
The seat beside me remains empty,
The place in my heart now free,
A void left unfilled,
How I wish, fate in my favor had willed,
Another day,
Some way,
To save my heart,
To keep it from breaking apart,
If only,
If only you could set me free....
Dee
I fell in love with the sincerity of this song. Its remarkably beautiful and filled with innocence. This is my favourite rendition as it tends to describe my naive fantasies immaculately. This is why I feel that my first love will be my last. This song says it all =) lovez!!!

When I Fall In Love- The Carpenters

Maybe I'm old fashioned, feeling as I do,
Maybe I'm just living in the past,
But when I meet the right one,
I know I'll be true,
My first love will be my last,

When I fall in love,
It will be forever,
Or I'll never fall in love,
In a restless world like this is,
Love is ended before it's begun,
And too many moonlight kisses,
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun,

When I give my heart, it will be completely,
Or I'll never give my heart,
And the moment I can feel that, you feel that way too,
Is when I fall in love with you,

And the moment I can feel that, you feel that way too,
Is when I fall in love with you


Utterly beautiful... True love is the first and remains till the end..... The first and forever last.....
Dee
Its a Sunday and I should be out having fun! Unfortunately, thankz to Gandhi and his irritatingly huge superego, I'm sitting in front of the screen trying desperately to understand what made this man tick. Being naturally uncomfortable with the whole sex idea makes things worse. Especially when I have to analyze his sexual habits. HOW AND WHY???! Pose that question to the ever annoying, condescending, sanctimonious, chauvinistic Freud! Everyone is off at Sharanya's farewell and I'm stuck here! How annoying! Well, I'm not too bummed about it to be frank, I mean don't get me wrong, Sharanya has my best wishes and all, its just that I think it would be pretentious of me to go over there when I'm not too particularly keen on her. Anyways, work takes precedence here and I think it would be against my conscience to leave at this crucial point in time. I mean, if I can afford to go out, then I should be helping around more with the chores at home, shouldn't I (questions my superego) I guess my id kinda failed this little test! (Yayy, me!~ not too happy but all the same!)

Life's tough as a lot seems to need my attention. A lot seems to distract me too. I don't know why, maybe I woke up on the emo side of the bed (heez!) but I seem to be super reflective today... Seem to think a lot and feel a lot. I feel like I need to distract myself with work and actually stop thinking thoughts that only drive me further into this unlikely insanity.

The day's seemingly half gone but I don't seem to have an intense passion for something like I usually do. Burnout? Maybe. A little too soon but it is possible nonetheless. Nothing a good cuppa coffee can't fix. Damn! Promised myself no more than 3 cups today! And I've already filled that quota! Damn my super-ego! I'm pretty much ranting here... So bear with me.

Well, I'm gonna take a break. I think the assignment is screwing my head topsy-turvy! Bubbyez!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Tantalizing (or traumatizing??) Tuesday


College has been pretty fun lately... I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not wacked or anything... Its pretty stressful but when you work with friends and feel part of a group that you can connect with, work doesn't really feel like work. Working with the gang in Personality class has been truly amazing! I mean, the annoying part was that they made me group leader(and honestly, my leadership skills are so karat-ed ler! I mean its been sooo long since secondary school!) but I have to say that what makes this experience even more memorable and special is the fact that I got to work with Jill for the first time and Joanne and Gee Ling too! It was absolute fun! Plus, since its Joanne and Kaleena's last semester here, I felt really attached to them. I'm really going to miss them!!!

You guyz, wherever you go, my heart and best wishes go with you! Wish you all the best and we shall alwayz be friends!!!

Yesterday was super hectic to be frank. I rushed over to Jill's to make sure that we could finish as I was under the impression that we had to hand in the assignment in class (which I later learnt that we didn't, haiz...) But anyhow, we successfully managed to complete the assignment and hand it in that day!!!! Yayy US!!! I'm so proud of you guyz and it was really wonderful working with y'all! We get the extra 1%! Heeeee!! Of course after class I went over to Jill's as I desperately needed to fix the laptop~ virus attack! Haiz... No idea how this happened... I suppose its coz the McAfee expired and all the songs and movies from Ares took a toll! Sad me! So Jill fixed the whole thing and re-arranged my desktop (it now looks totally like hers~ I couldn't even recognize it! It didn't look like mine!) Thank you so very muchiez Jilly! Gee Ling was at her meeting at the time (HA! Konon finishing in one hour! Joker betul!)

The day pretty much ended that way. Of course we had fun in class too. I sat with Noelle and I think I weirded her out at how stupid and noisy Adie and I can be. Hee hee hee! But Noelle's totally cool though! Love her! We got caught by Dr. Anasu for trying to look at our palms' to see if we get a good looking guy... Hahaha! Not our fault ler, she's the one who started talking about Feng Shui and palmistry and we got caught up in the whole thing. Pretty funny stuff ler... She teased us in front of the whole class and best of all she created a whole palm frenzy as EVERYBODY started checking their palms out! Hahahaha! So FUNNY! Of course after class she came over and laughed about it with us ler! Totally cool! Another thing I remember is my dream. So completely weird. I dreamt that someone came to stay over at my place (which I have to add, NEVER WILL HAPPEN!) and this someone apologized and was all sorry and everything. So I readily forgave as I always do (a bit too fast! serves me right!) and well the person came closer and we kissed and stuff and I kept pushing him away coz I kept saying "No, this isn't right" (Out of body experience, which made this a whole lot more hilarious!) and when the person tugged the hem of my shirt, I SLAPPED HIM! OUCH! SERIOUSLY! I felt so bad that I began to cry and apologize profusely. Of course after the wave of shock (or pain, I couldn't tell. ITS MY DREAM!) washed over, he felt bad too and said it was okay and reassured me. He pulled me into an embrace. At this point I felt something that I should not and completely FREAKED OUT! I ran into my room slammed the door shut and began sobbing uncontrollably crying out, "I will marry you, really! I'll have your children (I suppose I was going to get married or something) but I can't do this now! Just give it to the sperm bank please! Just give it to the sperm bank!" While crying on the bed I heard and saw the door knob turn slowly and awoke with fright! Okay, I literally awoke with beads of sweat lined up across my forehead! :P Of course I emailed Jill what happened a little later in the morning ( I think at about 6 or so) as I had to finish our assignment. This is all the action from yesterday! Carryover effect to the max! FUNNY! HEEEEE! JEEZ ler! Of course I heard endless remarks like, I can't even makeout in a dream so forget about real life! Celibacy and abstinent jokes! :P WHATEVER people! When I am married! Then we'll see! =) Lurves!

Alwayz and Forever


I'll Stand By You- The Pretenders

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes,
Come on and come to me now,
Dont be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through,
cause Ive seen the dark side too,
When the night falls on you,
You dont know what to do,
Nothing you confess,
Could make me love you less,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you,

So if you,re mad, get mad,
Dont hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now,
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too,
Well I'm a lot like you,
When you're standing at the crossroads,
And don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along,
cause even if you're wrong,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you,
Take me in, into your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you,

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
Youre feeling all alone
You wont be on your own

Ill stand by you
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you,
Take me in, into your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you,
Won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.

I may not say it all the time... I may not act it all the time... But always remember that I thank God everyday and every night for your presence. If you're sad, I'll never be happy. If you tear, I can never smile. Your laughter spells joy in me as you've made my life worth while... Loving you alwayz n alwayz...

My sweet sakaiz...

Monday'z Mayhem!


I'm super sorry! So much for a constant update as to what I do every other day... hee! Firstly, MONDAY! MONDAY WAS AWESOME!!!! hahahaa... after personality class fun, we stayed to watch and support Jill for her career guidance presentation and jilly, u rock!!! hahaha, my 'illegal' evaluation would have shown you that! (Adie, u owe me!) After the really cool career guidance class, ade, jill and I decided to go get a drink as gling had IO so we had to wait for her to be done before we can leave and plus I had to fetch my mom late that day... So heading into HP we thought of going to the mamak but instead ended up in San Fransisco... Its been SO long since I've been to San Fran, but it was totally worth it coz my large cappuccino cost like 5 bucks! Ade n Jill both had chocolate stuff (Yuck!) God, the time we had there... Of course, Ade and Jill teased the heck outta me of my apalling "knowledge"... It all started with my cappuccino. My poor, innocent, beautiful cappucino... With its lovely froth on top. And thats where the problem started. I used the stirrer as a sorta straw and started licking the froth around it. It got almost immediate reproach... Adie started imitating me (with extreme exaggeration!!) and started her seduction display. I DID NOT LOOK LIKE THAT! First it was my ice-cream, then my sausages, NOW MY COFFEE!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!

My poor coffee... Honestly, I had to idea that the way I eat was such a problem. I've been eating this way for the past 21 years and now I find out that the way I eat is SEXUAL. SEXUAL!!! ME?!!! HAHAHAHAH! Funniest thing I have ever heard! Of course what started out as normal "Dee Teasing" then escalated into a detailed description of how I would act on my first wedding night! SO MALUFYING! I'll tell you why~ there was this dude who was sitting a table away from us who seemed pretty absorbed in his book at first... But as Jill delved deeper and deeper into description, his attention waned and shifted towards us. He was listening so intently that I was really compelled to tell him to mind his own business. But of course, it was not his fault as the topic was so heated it was hard to ignore. Aiyoh, my maruah went down the drain... For my own sake, I shall not go into detail as to what Jill and Ade had said...

Gling joined us soon after that and as predicted, she was HUNGRY! (I mean, talk about suprises :P) Well, we had a vote and finally decided to stay at San Fran. Gling and Jill both had pasta while Ade n I had sandwiches... They looked good but didn't actually taste that good... Oh well, food is secondary, company primary. After dinner we spent a few minutes belting out to Backstreet Boys' Drowning. So funny! Unfortunately we were chased out... San Fran had to close... SAD... What an end to a beautiful day! It was super awesome! More fun days to come!!! yayy!!

PS. I lurve your magic 8 ball adie! u know y!!! it gave me WONDERFUL answers to my WONDERFUL questions! Jill whacked me for that :( But hope lives!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Birthdayz!!!~ Sujie & Prem


This is a birthday wish to my ever beautiful SUJIE! Sujie, we soooo love you!!!! I hope you have the best birthday ever! Really sorry we can't do anything today but we will though! HEEE! Have a beautiful day and wishing you the very best that life has to offer! MUAKZZ!


Birthday shout out to Prem too!!! Happy birthday!!! I'm soooo sorry I can't hang out with you today and I promise I will soon! I truly hope you have the best birthday ever!!! Get lotsa presents aitez! N try not too get tooooo drunk! Hehehee!!

Love ya both tons!! Have fun!!

Memories


The leaves rustle in the wind,
This heart has sinned,
My mind drifts off to you,
My dreams are a few,
Being with you was one of them,
From my heart this wish had stemmed,
Drifting off to you again.
As I sit gazing at the falling rain....

Your twinkling eyes,
When our eyes meet, my gaze shies,
Your bright smile,
That sends my heart racing a mile,
The warmth of your fingers,
Your touch on my skin lingers,
The brush of your arm,
Your words that forever kept me calm....

The rain brings me back to the present,
My memories are beautiful, sweet, pleasant,
You fill my days and nights,
Our laughs, silences and fights,
Are beautiful alike,
But alas! To have fate strike,
The seat beside me remains empty,
The place in my heart now free,
A void left unfilled,
How I wish, fate in my favor had willed,
Another day,
Some way,
To save my heart,
To keep it from breaking apart,
If only,
If only you could set me free....

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I'm In Love! ~ With This Song!


I fell in love with the sincerity of this song. Its remarkably beautiful and filled with innocence. This is my favourite rendition as it tends to describe my naive fantasies immaculately. This is why I feel that my first love will be my last. This song says it all =) lovez!!!

When I Fall In Love- The Carpenters

Maybe I'm old fashioned, feeling as I do,
Maybe I'm just living in the past,
But when I meet the right one,
I know I'll be true,
My first love will be my last,

When I fall in love,
It will be forever,
Or I'll never fall in love,
In a restless world like this is,
Love is ended before it's begun,
And too many moonlight kisses,
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun,

When I give my heart, it will be completely,
Or I'll never give my heart,
And the moment I can feel that, you feel that way too,
Is when I fall in love with you,

And the moment I can feel that, you feel that way too,
Is when I fall in love with you


Utterly beautiful... True love is the first and remains till the end..... The first and forever last.....

Sunday Stupidity


Its a Sunday and I should be out having fun! Unfortunately, thankz to Gandhi and his irritatingly huge superego, I'm sitting in front of the screen trying desperately to understand what made this man tick. Being naturally uncomfortable with the whole sex idea makes things worse. Especially when I have to analyze his sexual habits. HOW AND WHY???! Pose that question to the ever annoying, condescending, sanctimonious, chauvinistic Freud! Everyone is off at Sharanya's farewell and I'm stuck here! How annoying! Well, I'm not too bummed about it to be frank, I mean don't get me wrong, Sharanya has my best wishes and all, its just that I think it would be pretentious of me to go over there when I'm not too particularly keen on her. Anyways, work takes precedence here and I think it would be against my conscience to leave at this crucial point in time. I mean, if I can afford to go out, then I should be helping around more with the chores at home, shouldn't I (questions my superego) I guess my id kinda failed this little test! (Yayy, me!~ not too happy but all the same!)

Life's tough as a lot seems to need my attention. A lot seems to distract me too. I don't know why, maybe I woke up on the emo side of the bed (heez!) but I seem to be super reflective today... Seem to think a lot and feel a lot. I feel like I need to distract myself with work and actually stop thinking thoughts that only drive me further into this unlikely insanity.

The day's seemingly half gone but I don't seem to have an intense passion for something like I usually do. Burnout? Maybe. A little too soon but it is possible nonetheless. Nothing a good cuppa coffee can't fix. Damn! Promised myself no more than 3 cups today! And I've already filled that quota! Damn my super-ego! I'm pretty much ranting here... So bear with me.

Well, I'm gonna take a break. I think the assignment is screwing my head topsy-turvy! Bubbyez!