Wow... so much for keeping a promise... I took a LONG break from blogging... Let me first admit that it was a very conscious decision and I'm not going to blame time or circumstances for anything. In fact, there was many a times when I had literally sat down to blog but just couldn't. Life has been a little complicated, I will have to admit and for the very first time in a long while, I felt robbed of the ability to vent. I just felt like curling in bed and mourning my losses and gains (to a certain extent) or drowning myself with a new obsession. I chose the latter. I've been downloading all games imaginable and going through them painstakingly, one after the other. Confusion has set about brewing and stirring within me, bringing about it the usual, pain, tears, amazement (literally that I could feel the things I do), bafflement, and so many others (I know most of you would think that if a person could feel so many emotions all at one go they would stop functioning normally- guess what, you're right!)
Its been an erratic rollercoaster ride for my emotions. But hey, exciting isn't it? If you answered yes that I've gotta say.... YOU'RE FREAKING INSANE!!! Damn! I wish I could move on with life. Everytime I say I do, its not so much convincing the person I'm saying it to, its more an act of conviction for my own sanity. I need to get over this hurdle, I know first times are rather difficult but seriously! This is bloody pathetic! This is all your fault, divine being! If you had given us autonomy of our emotions. I know you did, but you placed that nagging emotion, that plaguing feeling behind as well. I don't know what the heck its called. I can't name it. Or rather I don't want to. Sigh...
There's a lot that I will say soon but as for a simple post, I believe this outta do it =)
