Darkness Prevails
Dee
Looking at the face that stares back in the mirror,
I feel the pain, the hurt, the horror,
Who is she?
Is that me?
Tears well up in those foreign eyes,
A life filled with lies?
But to whom does this heart lie
To whom does it cry,
A world filled with strangers,
Turmoil, tears and dangers,
They stare back, cold and hard,
Harder yet is their heart,

Venom reeks with their single gaze,
The kill this innocence with their hurtful graze,
Words that seem so trivial,
Are the most evil,

Where would this heart seek solace,
How would it escape this cursem,
Doomed for an eternity,
It can never be set free
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You Are Not Alone
Dee
Immortalized. Forever. With Love.

You Are Not Alone- Michael Jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...
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Heal The World
Dee
I'm completely addicted to this song now.... Love you, MJ... May your soul find eternal peace and joy.

Heal The World- Michael Jackson

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
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A Small Thank You
Dee
I just finished watching Michael Jackson's memorial service and it was beautiful. This is my blog and one promise I made to myself was that no matter what the consequence, when I choose to write something, I will do so honestly and completely. I will not lie even if it means putting out some of my most private thoughts or this blog won't at all be representative of me. It would be fake or diminished in a large sense. A confession. A small one but a confession none the less. I never really saw myself as a Michael Jackson fan till the last week or so. Its always easier to turn a blind eye at what you have and you never really feel the presence it has on our life till we find it slipping away from us. I found this out the hard way. At first when I heard the news that Michael Jackson had passed away I was simply shocked and that was it. It was just shock, a suprise. I didn't feel overwhelmed or grieved or anything. Just suprised that he had suffered a cardiac arrest so close to the date of his said "greatest performance of his career".

Over the weeks, all the channels I've been watching have been playing Michael Jackson's videos and songs and I found myself wondering. How is it that I managed to let these tunes slip by through time? It was extremely contagious! And soon I was hooked. I began watching his music videos like Thriller and Ghosts. Ghosts I remember watching when I was 10 or so.... And I LOVED IT!! Its one of those things that you never quite forget. But Thriller I never really did watch as I was introduced to it at the age of 5 or 6 and the only part I watched was when he began to morph into a werewolf. That was more than I could take really, ran into the room terrified and refused to watch it. And it completely slipped out of my mind from then on.

I grew up listening to the Man in The Mirror, Black Or White, You Rock My World, Earth Song, Heal The World and my all time favourite You Are Not Alone. My dad who loved listening to Michael's songs introduced me to Beat It, Dirty Diana, Billie Jean, Smooth Criminal and Bad. But with time all these songs and Michael Jackson himself faded into the era of boybands and punk rock (which I'm not very proud of-but hey, I was a teen.)

Watching his tributes and life stories was suprisingly heart wrenching- I found myself strangely attached to this young little boy who grew in the public eye who seemed so humble and shy yet seemed to glow with an undefined light and he brimmed with talent. He was called a genius. He was a prodigy. Yet, with every great success story comes a sad accompaniment. The accusations and turmoil that it caused was insurmountable. But yet, anger and hate never seemed to fill this person. I kept thinking to myself, was doesn't he fight back? Why doesn't he use his anger or his hatred to fuel an attempt to salvage his dignity? I never really believed the allegations against him then but I do have to admit that these questions were always on my mind. I got the answer to my questions in this last week. Michaeld never retaliated with anger of hatred because he had none. His heart was pure and untainted by anger, hatred or any venomous notions.

He helped light so many dreams and gave so much in return for all that he had received. He lived a life of love, hope and dreams. He loved children with an innocence that most people twisted into a salacious deed. It was despicable. But he never let go. He kept dreaming. I can go on saying so much but the essence of what I had wanted to say has been said. Goodbye Michael, we'll live through your legacy and your life has been a blessing to us all.


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I Miss You!!!
Dee
I've had a rough 2 weeks... Assignments and now finals! Jeez, I so need a breather! I miss so much!!!

Here's a short list of my "missed" treasures:

1) Jill
2) Gling
3) Adie (in random order of course)
4)Mango mania
5)San Fran hang out sessions
6)Gymming fun
7)Ali Maju's mihun goreng
8)Pie Shop
9)Playing with Adie's magic 8 ball
10)NOELLE
11)Human Personality class
12)Hanging out at Jill's room
13)Calling sakai a sakai :p
14)Frosty
15)C Zip Lee


The top 15 for now.... I need a life!!! I hate finals!! People, if you're reading this, whats happening with our singapore trip????

Miss you all dreadfully!!!!!
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Life...Haiz..
Dee
Life has been so mundane!

STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! Thats all I can do! I feel school sick and I miss me amigoz...

Haiz, Research Methods on Monday and Human Personality on Thursday.

After that....



A BASH!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
PPPPPPPPPPAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Back OFF!!
Dee
I hate being suffocated and stifled!! Sometimes I feel that people need to simply let me be! Nobody owns me and it annoys me to be held accountable to every Tom, Dick and Harry for EVERYTHING!! Seriously! Back off people!!!! I'm sick and tired of you pressuring me!!!

If I'm busy I really am busy,
If I don't call you back it means I'm STILL BUSY,
If I don't reply your messages it means that I may need some time to reply it soon,
If I don't answer your calls, I AM JUST BUSY,
That doesn't mean you go on to call me 15 more bloody times!
If I'm telling you I'm busy it means I HAVE A LIFE TOO!
And it doesn't revolve around you!
If I can't come out to meet you,
It means that I'm occupied or I'm out with someone else,
It doesn't mean I don't care or have forgotten about you,
It means that I have other people in my life too!
But know this well,
You don't own me,
You never have, never did and never will,
Recognize your position,
AND BACK OFF!!!

For the sake of discretion, all who are about to comment, please refrain from using names. Thank you...

I just needed to lepas geram... I don't mean to be mad at anyone, its just that I had this unsuppressable urge to get this off my head!


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Saturday, July 11, 2009

Darkness Prevails

Saturday, July 11, 2009 Posted by Dee
Looking at the face that stares back in the mirror,
I feel the pain, the hurt, the horror,
Who is she?
Is that me?
Tears well up in those foreign eyes,
A life filled with lies?
But to whom does this heart lie
To whom does it cry,
A world filled with strangers,
Turmoil, tears and dangers,
They stare back, cold and hard,
Harder yet is their heart,

Venom reeks with their single gaze,
The kill this innocence with their hurtful graze,
Words that seem so trivial,
Are the most evil,

Where would this heart seek solace,
How would it escape this cursem,
Doomed for an eternity,
It can never be set free
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

You Are Not Alone

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 Posted by Dee
Immortalized. Forever. With Love.

You Are Not Alone- Michael Jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...
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Heal The World

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 Posted by Dee
I'm completely addicted to this song now.... Love you, MJ... May your soul find eternal peace and joy.

Heal The World- Michael Jackson

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
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A Small Thank You

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 Posted by Dee
I just finished watching Michael Jackson's memorial service and it was beautiful. This is my blog and one promise I made to myself was that no matter what the consequence, when I choose to write something, I will do so honestly and completely. I will not lie even if it means putting out some of my most private thoughts or this blog won't at all be representative of me. It would be fake or diminished in a large sense. A confession. A small one but a confession none the less. I never really saw myself as a Michael Jackson fan till the last week or so. Its always easier to turn a blind eye at what you have and you never really feel the presence it has on our life till we find it slipping away from us. I found this out the hard way. At first when I heard the news that Michael Jackson had passed away I was simply shocked and that was it. It was just shock, a suprise. I didn't feel overwhelmed or grieved or anything. Just suprised that he had suffered a cardiac arrest so close to the date of his said "greatest performance of his career".

Over the weeks, all the channels I've been watching have been playing Michael Jackson's videos and songs and I found myself wondering. How is it that I managed to let these tunes slip by through time? It was extremely contagious! And soon I was hooked. I began watching his music videos like Thriller and Ghosts. Ghosts I remember watching when I was 10 or so.... And I LOVED IT!! Its one of those things that you never quite forget. But Thriller I never really did watch as I was introduced to it at the age of 5 or 6 and the only part I watched was when he began to morph into a werewolf. That was more than I could take really, ran into the room terrified and refused to watch it. And it completely slipped out of my mind from then on.

I grew up listening to the Man in The Mirror, Black Or White, You Rock My World, Earth Song, Heal The World and my all time favourite You Are Not Alone. My dad who loved listening to Michael's songs introduced me to Beat It, Dirty Diana, Billie Jean, Smooth Criminal and Bad. But with time all these songs and Michael Jackson himself faded into the era of boybands and punk rock (which I'm not very proud of-but hey, I was a teen.)

Watching his tributes and life stories was suprisingly heart wrenching- I found myself strangely attached to this young little boy who grew in the public eye who seemed so humble and shy yet seemed to glow with an undefined light and he brimmed with talent. He was called a genius. He was a prodigy. Yet, with every great success story comes a sad accompaniment. The accusations and turmoil that it caused was insurmountable. But yet, anger and hate never seemed to fill this person. I kept thinking to myself, was doesn't he fight back? Why doesn't he use his anger or his hatred to fuel an attempt to salvage his dignity? I never really believed the allegations against him then but I do have to admit that these questions were always on my mind. I got the answer to my questions in this last week. Michaeld never retaliated with anger of hatred because he had none. His heart was pure and untainted by anger, hatred or any venomous notions.

He helped light so many dreams and gave so much in return for all that he had received. He lived a life of love, hope and dreams. He loved children with an innocence that most people twisted into a salacious deed. It was despicable. But he never let go. He kept dreaming. I can go on saying so much but the essence of what I had wanted to say has been said. Goodbye Michael, we'll live through your legacy and your life has been a blessing to us all.


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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

I Miss You!!!

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 Posted by Dee
I've had a rough 2 weeks... Assignments and now finals! Jeez, I so need a breather! I miss so much!!!

Here's a short list of my "missed" treasures:

1) Jill
2) Gling
3) Adie (in random order of course)
4)Mango mania
5)San Fran hang out sessions
6)Gymming fun
7)Ali Maju's mihun goreng
8)Pie Shop
9)Playing with Adie's magic 8 ball
10)NOELLE
11)Human Personality class
12)Hanging out at Jill's room
13)Calling sakai a sakai :p
14)Frosty
15)C Zip Lee


The top 15 for now.... I need a life!!! I hate finals!! People, if you're reading this, whats happening with our singapore trip????

Miss you all dreadfully!!!!!
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Friday, July 03, 2009

Life...Haiz..

Friday, July 03, 2009 Posted by Dee
Life has been so mundane!

STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! Thats all I can do! I feel school sick and I miss me amigoz...

Haiz, Research Methods on Monday and Human Personality on Thursday.

After that....



A BASH!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
PPPPPPPPPPAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Back OFF!!

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 Posted by Dee
I hate being suffocated and stifled!! Sometimes I feel that people need to simply let me be! Nobody owns me and it annoys me to be held accountable to every Tom, Dick and Harry for EVERYTHING!! Seriously! Back off people!!!! I'm sick and tired of you pressuring me!!!

If I'm busy I really am busy,
If I don't call you back it means I'm STILL BUSY,
If I don't reply your messages it means that I may need some time to reply it soon,
If I don't answer your calls, I AM JUST BUSY,
That doesn't mean you go on to call me 15 more bloody times!
If I'm telling you I'm busy it means I HAVE A LIFE TOO!
And it doesn't revolve around you!
If I can't come out to meet you,
It means that I'm occupied or I'm out with someone else,
It doesn't mean I don't care or have forgotten about you,
It means that I have other people in my life too!
But know this well,
You don't own me,
You never have, never did and never will,
Recognize your position,
AND BACK OFF!!!

For the sake of discretion, all who are about to comment, please refrain from using names. Thank you...

I just needed to lepas geram... I don't mean to be mad at anyone, its just that I had this unsuppressable urge to get this off my head!


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