Shadows climb through the doors of dusk,
The damp, wet musk,
Tear stained pillows,
The cold sting breeze drifting through the weeping willows,
Holding onto the cold blanket,
My heart I wish you left uncut,
You're so far away,
You've gone your own way,
So far away,
You chose not to stay,
You've gone for so long,
Where do I belong,
I'm still waiting,
I'm still hurting
It trickles down my fingers,
The pain it reflects and lingers,
Smeared across my cheek,
I'm cold, wet, dry, bleak,
Left unbroken,
When all is forsaken,
You're so far away,
You've gone your own way,
So far away,
You chose not to stay,
I'm lost and lonely,
Set me free,
I'm still waiting,
I'm burning
Moist drops fill my ankles,
The skin on my finger wrinkles,
My hair cling to my neck,
The last wreck,
Water fills me, blanketing, soothing, comforting,
The cold piercing my skin,
Each sting brings you back to me,
How can this be,
You're so far away,
You've gone your own way,
So far away,
You chose not to stay,
Why would you,
Love you is all I could do,
I'm still waiting,
I'm dying
It burns from the inside,
Nowhere to hide,
I can't breathe,
Enveloping me in a sheathe,
Darkness dawns,
Endlessness fawns,
It ends never,
You live forever
I'm still waiting,
Its never ending....
