Dee
Do I say yes or do I say no,
Can I ask, what it is you're looking for,
How can I go any further,
When all I do is sink down deeper,
When will my time come nearer,
When will you be closer,

What is that my heart seeks,
Is it the stars or or its lighted streaks,
How will I see what I need to,
How will this heart know what it must do,

I look above,
I look beyond,
All I search for is true love,
Across the seas,
Through the sweet smelling breeze,
On bended knees

Where is the passion that I yearn for,
Where is that gold bright shining door,
Where is that beacon of light,
Where is my strong, shining knight

The fairy tales,
In true life pales,
Will a dream be more than a story,
Where is my fairy,
The nights far from starry,
And this will grows weary

But look away it shall not,
For too long this heart has fought,
Dreams will be lived,
Joy relived,
My very own fairy tale,
When all else might fail,
My heart shall never stop,
My will shall never drop,

This love shall be mine,
My prince charming I will find,
My very own happily ever after I shall pen,
And then,
I shall have my very own fairy tale,
All in that white ivory veil....
Dee
I can't believe this girl!!!! ARGH!!!!
Dee
Titisan air yang mencoret tingkapku,
Bagaikan air mataku,
Angin yang bertiup sepoi,
Kenanganku melambai,
Hati ini yang bergelora,
Jiwaku tidak berhenti membara,
Dimanakah haluan tujuanku,
Dimanakah bimbinganmu,
Tanpa arah ku tersesat,
Airmataku mengalir tanpa dikesat,
Genggaman takdir yang semakin menguat,
Melihat kembali hatiku meluat,
Inikah sebabnya air mataku kehabisan,
Kau yang tidak berperasaan,
Kau yang melahirkan impian didalamku,
Kau yang membuatkan ku terkenangkanmu,
Kau mewujudkan keinginan palsu,
Kau yang membuatkan hatiku lesu,
Senyuman yang mengukir muka,
Kini dipenuhi dukacita,
Dimanakah haluanku,
Kembalilah ke pangkuanku,
Hati dan jiwa ini sudah lemah,
Penungguanku akan dibalas jemah,
Hayat ini atau yang seterusnya,
Soalanku akan ditanya,
Dan jawapannya,
Akan diterima.....
Dee
First time I dress talk to abnormal and she does this to me! Traitor!

Dee
This is just a little add-on to the earlier post titled All Things Lace... I don't want to leave you people with the notion that I only have 15 quirks... Call it honesty (I can see eyes rolling! damn you!) or a mere compulsion.... But yeah, fact is, there's more than 15... A LOT MORE.... However, my honesty comes with a certain guideline in terms of divulgence. So I'll keep the list to a minimal 10 this time =)

10) I love children and wouldn't mind having about 10 of my own some day....

9) I APPARENTLY eat in a very sexual way.... (I don't believe this one tiny bit!) Especially when it comes to ice cream, coffee and sausages... *rolls eyes...

8) My ideal date would be a trip to the museum or the science centre and dinner afterwards at a good mamak joint.... (says a lot about me rite...jeez)

7) I like ice creams A LOT! In order of preference from least to most, 7-11 ice creams, baskin robbins, frosty, haagen daaz, mango mania, gelatissimo and the crowning glory goes to..... paddlepop!!!

6) I love flowers... lillies are my favourite... roses are beautiful too... I love candles as well... lavendar or sea breeze.... okay, im falling asleep! snap out of it!

5) I totally love horror flicks! Really! I don't like romance and stuff... too sappy! but horror~ bring it on baby!

4) I dont eat red meat... The only land meat I eat is chicken... I love salads! (yes, I'm an utter abomination, I know)

3) I don't want to admit it, but I guess moving away from denial is the first step. I'm OCD. I need to have some form of order in my life. I don't like anything scattered on my table. I need the table mess-less when I leave it. And I have this thing that when I do the bed, it has to be smooth. As in no creases or wrinkles. I can't stand it. And I always need to have the last say when it comes to smses. If I didn't send the last sms in a conversation, trust me, or rather you should know, something isn't right. BODYSNATCHERS! Lol...

2) I LOVE roller-coasters! Another place for an ideal outing is the THEME PARK! I would kill for a trip to an amusement park... sigh...

1) I'm a verbal person.... I believe the strongest and most effective form of communication is through language. Therefore, I love letters, emails, texts... anything that allows me to read... Hence, my love for poetry and my devotion to books!
Dee
Yes, I'm Indian. No, not Chindian, not some mixed breed and certainly not Malay. Indian. I may not seem entirely Indian but I'm a true Indian at heart.

Stinky and I were at PBD last week scouting for a place to land our butts and fill our raging appetites. Suprisingly, she quipped up and said that she didn't feel like Ali Maju! How can anyone not feel like Ali Maju?! So we stared at all the other food fares available for a good five minutes and finally settled on Secret Recipe. Stinky had a chocolate something shake and an oreo cheesecake and I had water (the smell of coffee was intoxicat
ing) and a spicy chicken cornish (which is nothing more than a huge-ass curry puff)


Its one ugly looking thing as well


And it tasted as bad as it looks!

Stinky glanced at my "air kosong and karipap", shot me a look and said "You can take the girl outta the mamak but you can't take the mamak outta the girl"

Dee
If you're reading this you, it means that you know me a fair bit. If you don't, why ARE you reading??-STALKER! hehehe... juz kidding! And for those who know me a fair a bit, I thought this list would sum up a fair bit of my quirks. Feel free to fill in at your own leisure. And for those who don't know me that well- please don't die of shock.

The top 15 (I thought 10 at first- but since i had a few more...what the heck rite)

15) I'm super absent-minded. I'm the only person who is capable of losing her CAR. Yes, thats right, not just the keys...but the whole CAR.

14) I don't like chocolate except when it comes in the form of ice-cream or in a Goodday milk carton coz it reminds me of kindergarten. Sigh...Blissful days.

13) I don't take fizzy drinks with the exception of Kickapoo or Ice Cream Soda. Kickapoo reminds me of all the times I used to sneak to 7 11 and smuggle tins and tins of it to our-my brother and my, secret hideout. A huge monsoon drain. Don't ask. Ice cream soda coz whenever I was sick it was a staple that was added to the menu so that my mouth didn't taste as if the only thing I'd eaten was bittergourd.

12) I HATE fast food. Especially KFC. I can throw up at the sight of the damn thing. Wendy's and Carl's Junior isn't too bad. But for the rest of em', they can rot in hell with the filth that they helped create.

11) I cannot survive without music. I need music for everything. For class, for relaxation, for venting, for EVERYTHING. And NEVER come between me and my music. Oh yeah, and I pay minimal attention to the lyrics (some of the time that is) much to the chagrin of my friends.

10) Another essential Dee item would be chillies. I NEEED chillies. I cannot exist without them! No way! I eat chillies WITH my food, and not the other way around.

9) I sleep an average of 4 hours a day. No, I'm not an insomniac. I'm juz freaky.

8) I thrive on coffee. But I'm currently on a ban. So I'm depressing and miserable.

7) I have very scary PMS moments. I've been known to go into Jekyll and Hyde mode at times. So beware!

6) I have road rage issues. I yell at old people who take too long, at people who don't use their indicators and traffic lights that take too long. And for some inexplicable reason, when I yell at traffic lights, they change. (Most times actually- my powers have failed me once or twice)

5) I have this odd compulsion to give money to beggars. Though at times I know that they're lying cheats, I feel moved at their plight (the very plight that I brilliantly concoct in my own ridiculous head)

4) I have difficulty saying no. I'm a people pleaser to a large extent- especially to my loved and cherished ones. And I find it hard to refuse even though it may inconvenience me a great deal (I'm learning, I'm coping, I'm a lot better now)

3) I'm very erm...ignorant about things.... I live in a bubble of my own, making me very, and I mean VERY ignorant to...err, certain things. I'll leave it at that.

2) The mentioned certain things, disconcert me a lot. And whenever I get too uncomfortable, I clap my hands on ears and start drowning out the noise. Yes. Childish. But hey, in my defense, I was being traumatized and it is a known fact that one of the many defense mechanisms include regression.

1) I like Lace.
Dee
I love kiddies!! If you know me well enough, you'd know that I have this healthy obsession over kids (note the worth healthy ugly...i'm not a pedophile like u! hee hee hee!!) I want to have 10 kids once I'm married!!! Eric found these and sent em to me!! Thank you Wongie!! Miss you loadz! Will meet up with you and the rest VERY SOON!! Big Hugz!! People watch these videos and realize their cute-ness and you too will want 10 kids!!


"Kick his Ask!" SOOOOO CUTEEE!!!!




Awww.... even kiddies know that if you want favoritism, u gotta hand over the cookie first!!


SOOOO adorable!!! Now I want MORE than 1o kidz!!! Lol!!

Love!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Fairy Tale of Mine


Do I say yes or do I say no,
Can I ask, what it is you're looking for,
How can I go any further,
When all I do is sink down deeper,
When will my time come nearer,
When will you be closer,

What is that my heart seeks,
Is it the stars or or its lighted streaks,
How will I see what I need to,
How will this heart know what it must do,

I look above,
I look beyond,
All I search for is true love,
Across the seas,
Through the sweet smelling breeze,
On bended knees

Where is the passion that I yearn for,
Where is that gold bright shining door,
Where is that beacon of light,
Where is my strong, shining knight

The fairy tales,
In true life pales,
Will a dream be more than a story,
Where is my fairy,
The nights far from starry,
And this will grows weary

But look away it shall not,
For too long this heart has fought,
Dreams will be lived,
Joy relived,
My very own fairy tale,
When all else might fail,
My heart shall never stop,
My will shall never drop,

This love shall be mine,
My prince charming I will find,
My very own happily ever after I shall pen,
And then,
I shall have my very own fairy tale,
All in that white ivory veil....

Abnormally EVIL!!!!!!!!!


I can't believe this girl!!!! ARGH!!!!

Kepada Siapa


Titisan air yang mencoret tingkapku,
Bagaikan air mataku,
Angin yang bertiup sepoi,
Kenanganku melambai,
Hati ini yang bergelora,
Jiwaku tidak berhenti membara,
Dimanakah haluan tujuanku,
Dimanakah bimbinganmu,
Tanpa arah ku tersesat,
Airmataku mengalir tanpa dikesat,
Genggaman takdir yang semakin menguat,
Melihat kembali hatiku meluat,
Inikah sebabnya air mataku kehabisan,
Kau yang tidak berperasaan,
Kau yang melahirkan impian didalamku,
Kau yang membuatkan ku terkenangkanmu,
Kau mewujudkan keinginan palsu,
Kau yang membuatkan hatiku lesu,
Senyuman yang mengukir muka,
Kini dipenuhi dukacita,
Dimanakah haluanku,
Kembalilah ke pangkuanku,
Hati dan jiwa ini sudah lemah,
Penungguanku akan dibalas jemah,
Hayat ini atau yang seterusnya,
Soalanku akan ditanya,
Dan jawapannya,
Akan diterima.....

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Abnormally Mean!


First time I dress talk to abnormal and she does this to me! Traitor!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

More Random Reports


This is just a little add-on to the earlier post titled All Things Lace... I don't want to leave you people with the notion that I only have 15 quirks... Call it honesty (I can see eyes rolling! damn you!) or a mere compulsion.... But yeah, fact is, there's more than 15... A LOT MORE.... However, my honesty comes with a certain guideline in terms of divulgence. So I'll keep the list to a minimal 10 this time =)

10) I love children and wouldn't mind having about 10 of my own some day....

9) I APPARENTLY eat in a very sexual way.... (I don't believe this one tiny bit!) Especially when it comes to ice cream, coffee and sausages... *rolls eyes...

8) My ideal date would be a trip to the museum or the science centre and dinner afterwards at a good mamak joint.... (says a lot about me rite...jeez)

7) I like ice creams A LOT! In order of preference from least to most, 7-11 ice creams, baskin robbins, frosty, haagen daaz, mango mania, gelatissimo and the crowning glory goes to..... paddlepop!!!

6) I love flowers... lillies are my favourite... roses are beautiful too... I love candles as well... lavendar or sea breeze.... okay, im falling asleep! snap out of it!

5) I totally love horror flicks! Really! I don't like romance and stuff... too sappy! but horror~ bring it on baby!

4) I dont eat red meat... The only land meat I eat is chicken... I love salads! (yes, I'm an utter abomination, I know)

3) I don't want to admit it, but I guess moving away from denial is the first step. I'm OCD. I need to have some form of order in my life. I don't like anything scattered on my table. I need the table mess-less when I leave it. And I have this thing that when I do the bed, it has to be smooth. As in no creases or wrinkles. I can't stand it. And I always need to have the last say when it comes to smses. If I didn't send the last sms in a conversation, trust me, or rather you should know, something isn't right. BODYSNATCHERS! Lol...

2) I LOVE roller-coasters! Another place for an ideal outing is the THEME PARK! I would kill for a trip to an amusement park... sigh...

1) I'm a verbal person.... I believe the strongest and most effective form of communication is through language. Therefore, I love letters, emails, texts... anything that allows me to read... Hence, my love for poetry and my devotion to books!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The Girl and All Things Indian


Yes, I'm Indian. No, not Chindian, not some mixed breed and certainly not Malay. Indian. I may not seem entirely Indian but I'm a true Indian at heart.

Stinky and I were at PBD last week scouting for a place to land our butts and fill our raging appetites. Suprisingly, she quipped up and said that she didn't feel like Ali Maju! How can anyone not feel like Ali Maju?! So we stared at all the other food fares available for a good five minutes and finally settled on Secret Recipe. Stinky had a chocolate something shake and an oreo cheesecake and I had water (the smell of coffee was intoxicat
ing) and a spicy chicken cornish (which is nothing more than a huge-ass curry puff)


Its one ugly looking thing as well


And it tasted as bad as it looks!

Stinky glanced at my "air kosong and karipap", shot me a look and said "You can take the girl outta the mamak but you can't take the mamak outta the girl"

Sunday, October 04, 2009

All Things Lace


If you're reading this you, it means that you know me a fair bit. If you don't, why ARE you reading??-STALKER! hehehe... juz kidding! And for those who know me a fair a bit, I thought this list would sum up a fair bit of my quirks. Feel free to fill in at your own leisure. And for those who don't know me that well- please don't die of shock.

The top 15 (I thought 10 at first- but since i had a few more...what the heck rite)

15) I'm super absent-minded. I'm the only person who is capable of losing her CAR. Yes, thats right, not just the keys...but the whole CAR.

14) I don't like chocolate except when it comes in the form of ice-cream or in a Goodday milk carton coz it reminds me of kindergarten. Sigh...Blissful days.

13) I don't take fizzy drinks with the exception of Kickapoo or Ice Cream Soda. Kickapoo reminds me of all the times I used to sneak to 7 11 and smuggle tins and tins of it to our-my brother and my, secret hideout. A huge monsoon drain. Don't ask. Ice cream soda coz whenever I was sick it was a staple that was added to the menu so that my mouth didn't taste as if the only thing I'd eaten was bittergourd.

12) I HATE fast food. Especially KFC. I can throw up at the sight of the damn thing. Wendy's and Carl's Junior isn't too bad. But for the rest of em', they can rot in hell with the filth that they helped create.

11) I cannot survive without music. I need music for everything. For class, for relaxation, for venting, for EVERYTHING. And NEVER come between me and my music. Oh yeah, and I pay minimal attention to the lyrics (some of the time that is) much to the chagrin of my friends.

10) Another essential Dee item would be chillies. I NEEED chillies. I cannot exist without them! No way! I eat chillies WITH my food, and not the other way around.

9) I sleep an average of 4 hours a day. No, I'm not an insomniac. I'm juz freaky.

8) I thrive on coffee. But I'm currently on a ban. So I'm depressing and miserable.

7) I have very scary PMS moments. I've been known to go into Jekyll and Hyde mode at times. So beware!

6) I have road rage issues. I yell at old people who take too long, at people who don't use their indicators and traffic lights that take too long. And for some inexplicable reason, when I yell at traffic lights, they change. (Most times actually- my powers have failed me once or twice)

5) I have this odd compulsion to give money to beggars. Though at times I know that they're lying cheats, I feel moved at their plight (the very plight that I brilliantly concoct in my own ridiculous head)

4) I have difficulty saying no. I'm a people pleaser to a large extent- especially to my loved and cherished ones. And I find it hard to refuse even though it may inconvenience me a great deal (I'm learning, I'm coping, I'm a lot better now)

3) I'm very erm...ignorant about things.... I live in a bubble of my own, making me very, and I mean VERY ignorant to...err, certain things. I'll leave it at that.

2) The mentioned certain things, disconcert me a lot. And whenever I get too uncomfortable, I clap my hands on ears and start drowning out the noise. Yes. Childish. But hey, in my defense, I was being traumatized and it is a known fact that one of the many defense mechanisms include regression.

1) I like Lace.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Pint-Sized Cuties!


I love kiddies!! If you know me well enough, you'd know that I have this healthy obsession over kids (note the worth healthy ugly...i'm not a pedophile like u! hee hee hee!!) I want to have 10 kids once I'm married!!! Eric found these and sent em to me!! Thank you Wongie!! Miss you loadz! Will meet up with you and the rest VERY SOON!! Big Hugz!! People watch these videos and realize their cute-ness and you too will want 10 kids!!


"Kick his Ask!" SOOOOO CUTEEE!!!!




Awww.... even kiddies know that if you want favoritism, u gotta hand over the cookie first!!


SOOOO adorable!!! Now I want MORE than 1o kidz!!! Lol!!

Love!